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Mar. 27th, 2005 @ 01:57 am Albel owns and he's mine!!!
Current Mood: He's mine!!!
Current Music: SO3 soundtrack, what do you think!?

Yes, the title says all, so don't you dare touch or ever stare at my precious Albel :| So we should continue the debate here, Katie XD


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Mar. 25th, 2005 @ 09:32 pm A little philosophy - heh
Current Mood: Emo XD
Current Music: SO3 - Sphere 211 soundtrack? o_O
Well well well, what do we get here? An update. Well yes, I guess even I can be bored enough to update my journal :D

I realized something today, well I realized it long ago, but today I feel ready to share it with you people. People are selfish and egoist. Yes, those words mean basically the same thing, who cares :) I myself is no exception to the selfish circle. However, contrarily to 99% of people, I am aware of it and I do not deny it ^^

Also, most people don't accept what they are so they disguise themselves with stuff like.. pretty high heels *coughs*. Okay seriously, people don't accept what they are, so they either try to hide the part of them they don't like, or simply try to divert people's look from that part they don't like using all kinda artifacts. My point is that people would maybe be more happy if they learn to accept themselves the way they are, no matter how ugly, fat, stupid the can be o.o; That may sound harsh but I aint no hypocryte ^^ I say things straight, and won't lie saying someone is nice, pretty or else if it's not true. Some people will call me an asshole, while other people will admire me for my honesty. I don't really know what to think of that part of me, so I won't comment about it ^^

I personally don't like my whole self, the way I look, the way I think, the way I act. However, I do not try to change anything, because that's the way I am, that's me. If I changed anything about me, then I would no longer be myself, and that'd be worse than anything. Many people try to change their look or their personality, thinking they'll be happier -- but in the end, they realize it was a big failure. Some of these people end up comitting suicide. Sad act I must say - pityful. You were granted life, be happy and enjoy it, no matter the shit it brings to you. Well that's my opinion and that's how I think, but I guess there's nothing wrong in people thinking the contrary. I guess those people have my benediction to kill themselves if they taught their lives were so miserable :/ I just think there is always a way to solve your problems no matter what. And taking drugs or drinking till you faint is surely not the solution -- that's just another path that lead desperate people to commit suicide. Anyway, I'm done with my crap XD Just thought it'd write some lines cuz I didn't update here in a long time :D
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Feb. 7th, 2005 @ 11:17 pm Lack of new stuff
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: None
Gawd, I really should update more often here. I only think about it when I get a new reply from somebody o_o... Well the thing is my life is always so busy :/ Can't blame anybody but myself for that, cuz I choose to do all those things :P Can't help it if I'm obsessed with my sites and my games. Talking about that, I'm getting a new game in a few days (Xenosaga 2), so I'll be more busy :P Also, since I'll be now working alone on my story (Dragons and Magic), it'll also take more of my time, meaning I surely won't update a lot here. But we never know o_o Anyway, back to my game now :P
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Dec. 21st, 2004 @ 06:49 pm It's hard to be a moron
Current Mood: sprained u.u
Yes, indeed, it is. Two days ago I sprained my KNEE! Yes, not my ankle, my knee! How lame.. I'm ashamed of myself, cuz I really chose a bad time; just before christmas. I have crutches now @_@... shucks! I hate winter >>;
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Dec. 7th, 2004 @ 06:22 pm Windows XP is weird....
Current Mood: *sighs*
Well well well, it's been a while since I wrote something here o_o Eh well I'm a buzy person :P Suits you, mwuahahhaha.... *calms down*. Hey you can guess that this thing is related to XP by the name of the subject! WOW you're so smart!! Well yah.. I got XP recently u.u... I miss 98... Everything is so different now @_@... I'm all lost... and that damn thing blocks everything!! I tell you, it even blocks my own codes for my site :/ It makes everything laggish, I lost all my language thingies so I see boxes everywhere, and you can't even get them on a live update like Windows 98!! You need the god damn CD @_@... Guess what?! The store never let me any CD when they installed XP >>;; Stupid XP, stupid service pack 2.. stupid firewall... I can't have vocal convo on msn anymore, it's all choppy and I always get disconnected for no reason :/ Oh oh oh and the configuration of my keyboard was changed, and they don't even know how it was before.. (they as in the person from the comp store) so in the end, the keys are all messed @_@.. I think getting XP was a bad experience for me. Anyway, do you have XP, what do you think of it? o_o
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Oct. 17th, 2004 @ 10:30 pm Desperate Teens?
Current Mood: Er...
I don't really know what you call them... but you know those people that keep complaining and act all pityful to get your attention. Whatever their name... Well what do you think of them? Personally I can't stand that kinda attitude. I mean common! Nobody likes weaklings that can't take care of themselves, always depend on others and can't face the hard times life brings to them! If you want to be loved, appreciated, you need to look strong and to be strong! People that always cry or look like they would commit suicide every night can't be appreciated, because their attitude most likely unpleases the people they know.

What's sad is that most of the time, their friends or family will be afraid to tell them, fearing to hurt them, fearing to make them worse than they already are, cuz they know how sensitive and fragile are. But that doesn't help them at all. They need to know.

I know many people like that, but they don't wanna admit they're like that. They can't admit they hate themselves so much that they need to get other people's love, affection, attention, etc, to feel happy. That's really sad when you can't love yourself, cuz then you can't love anybody else either. When you don't love and aren't loved either, you can't be happy, right? That's why I think that if you wanna be happy, if you wanna get love from others, you must start by loving yourself, accepting your weaknesses and deal with them; not let others do everything for you! Because the day you will all alone, if you never learned how to deal with hard things by yourself, you'll die there....

That's a message for some people I know and care about. If you read this, even if I don't know you and you don't know me, if you feel that it concerns you somehow, if it even helps you - even though I wonder how it would - then at least I won't have wasted my time writing this :)

I suppose I'm done.
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Oct. 17th, 2004 @ 12:14 am Man, was I dead? o_O
Current Mood: Don't know...
Current Music: Bof4 soundtrack - makes me sleepy XD
Heh well, my life is full of.... games! XD Yeah, that's basically what I have been doing all that time. I keep getting new game, thus playing them. The last I bought and played owns the world. Those who know it, recognize my new avatar. Yes, I,m talking about Shadow Hearts 2, and the guy on my new avatar is of course, Yuri, the main character.

i won't relate the whole story of that game here, cuz that's not my job o_O; But um.. if you like good rpg's that's your game =) Okay well, since I have beat it already >> I started a new game. Of course! do you really think I'd go on without playing another game!? I wonder what I'll do with my life when I'll have played all the good rpg's.... Anyway! I started Breath Of Fire 4. Any of yopu heard about it? Yah I know you did Mz o_o But... someone else? XD Hey don't get me wrong, mz! You still can post a comment O_O

Okay well I'm done, my fingers hurt, my stomach hurts and my need to continue my game hurts me too XD

what do you think of my new layout? Well the real one I wanted was in the "preview" but not in the lsit o_O;;; Oh well...
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Jul. 23rd, 2004 @ 10:29 pm Randomness
Current Mood: ksdflsdafs;lgkas
Current Music: Legend of Dragoons' soundtrack O.o
Woah, I just learned Keiko has gotten a live journal too. Wow, you can all expect a big bunch of non-senselessness O_O Anyway, today I went fishing, thing i havent done in uite a long while. I caught some lame carfish and a tiny bass o.o; my friend caught a bunch of catfish ^^;; Anyway, it was fun o_o
I'm eating a mc flurry right now and not you o_O
Oh, and i finally completed my FFX bestiary! Take a look, its cool! http://free.hostultra.com/~finalfantazy/final10/ffxbestiary/bestiary.html ^^
Well now I'm gonna go. I started a game of Legend of Dragoons and I wanna play it n.n See yaaaa
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Jun. 18th, 2004 @ 12:00 am No, I'm not dead...
Current Mood: Tiredededed! o_o
Current Music: XenoGears' soundtrack o.O;;
I know I dont update quite often here. Maybe I'm too busy with other problems. Maybe they arent problems o.O I'm playing games a lot and also working on my sites. Like right now, I'm playing Xeno Gears. Any of you ever heard of it? Well anyway, after beating it - providing that i do XD - i intend to play its "sequel" XenoSaga ^^ After that, if I still have the courage, I'd like to finish that Kingdom Hearts game i started a long while ago. I sucked too much at it, so i got discouraged and stopped >.> I know thats lame. Anyway, what matters is that i do intend to continue and finish it someday!

Okay um.. the actual purpose of this post today is to know if any of you, the few ones who read this, know how to make a cool layout here. Well 'pearlblade', I love yours o_o even if I've been using this thing for a couple of months, I'm not really used to how you set and change things, and I dont really like to experiment ^^; So I'd really appreciated if one of you - or more than one, i dont care XD - would help me with that problem.

This being said, I'll leave and go to bed. My grandma died a few days ago and tomorrow morning is the funeral thingy.. (its 12:00am so I shud take some rest).

Well it was fun talking to you, even if nobody read this XD

See ya people! (I'll try to update more often :D)
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Mar. 31st, 2004 @ 05:53 pm I miss my site...
Current Mood: depressively bored..
Lately I've been having troubles with my site. My host say they are moving to a faster server but all it did so far was mess with my site.. u.u

My site is always down, and after they apparently moved my site to their new server, it was supposed to be fine, but after a while i realised they forgot to move some files, so I uploaded them again.

Everything seemed fine, only my Final Fantazy section was left to be moved, but then, 3 days ago, my site was down again.. and its been down since then.. I dont know when its gonna be back and if I will have to check all the links again *sighs*

Everything was so perfect.. why did they have to move!?

I'm bored now that i cant work on my site! I have plenty new FF pages to add. I wonder if it would be faster to get a new account, but then i wouldnt have unlimited bandwidth and I'd have to ask them for that again, and it would prolly take ages again... hopeless... *groans and sighs again*
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Mar. 15th, 2004 @ 03:24 am Email destined to Mz!
Current Mood: a bit too awake XD
Current Music: None o-o Silence... ohhhhh clock ticking.....
Hey, its 2:45am my time =S and i just finished FFX-2. Er... i wonder which ending you had since you said it was weird. The thing is that there are 3 possibilities for the ending, the normal, the good and the perfect ending. Even i couldnt get the perfect, cuz i screwed up at one point (i think) :D Well i got the "good" and i liked it n.n i wont spoil cuz its not too late for you to see it too :D You dont have to restart your game or anything, just the final battle XD ya i know its LONG @_@ but oh well. Depending on what was the ending you saw, i think its worth redoing the last battle to get at least the "good" ending. since i dont wanna spoil, i'll just tell you what you're supposed to do to get each of the 3 endings

1- normal plain prolly boring and meaningless ending (i suppose XD): play the game, beat the boss XD

2- unexpected good sexy ending ^^: beat the boss and press X right when yuna enters the farplanes after the final battle, and answer "yes" to the question asked.

3- Prolly the most awesome ending ever (i didnt see it XD) : get 100% completion, beat the boss and press X in the farplane and answer "yes" to the question asked. ^^

I wish i could see the perfect ending u.u;; Maybe i still can tho o_o Cuz the WT i was following gave you 2 choices at some point: either go straight to the end and beat the boss (recommanded, he said) or try the 100% completion and then go beat the boss. I didnt try the 100% completion, but i had 96% when i finished o.o.. there was still things i havent done.. so maybe theres hope :P awww here goes my stats :P

story completed 96%

played 1 time

yuna lv 71

rikku lv 81

paine lv 75

~later~

o__o new game plus? what the?..... *reads*o___o damn!!! XD

i wonder what it does... i mean starting with all those spheres already o.o;;;; the story must be way different..game easier o_o;

gah i really shud go to bed @_@.... no? but but.... somehow im not tired... i went to bed at 6am last night :D so i woke late and now im not tired o_o.... im bored >.> get your ass on! its 9am your time now o_o

crap, im not even on the right account on messenger XD Maybe you're on o_o *goes check* ugh it wont disconnect o_O messenger froze >.> stupid thing *whacks* .....grr @_@ *whacks whacks whacks* oh whatever ><

oh hey! if we ever meet tomorrow, dont forget to tell me what was your ending! *sighs and goes to bed, still not being tired >.>*

*mutters: stupid messenger!* there it works!!!

signing in...............

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grrr you'Re not on >.> im alone

well bye and thanks for taking 3 hours of your time to read this ^^ *bows and leaves* XD

HEY i got an idea! i will post this email in my live journal, just cuz im bored XD
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Mar. 10th, 2004 @ 08:34 pm Um...
Current Mood: I wanna play O_O
Current Music: Chocobo Ranch soundtrack o.O;;
Ya, well.. its been a while since I updated here. The reason is simple; I was too busy moving my site to a new awesome Host ^^ It has >>_UnLiMiTeD_<< bandwidth and 100mb of storage... and for free n.n!

Beside moving and updating my site, I was playing games on my PS2, thing I'm gonna do as soon as I'm done with the update here XD

I'm currently playing FFX-2. Some people may think it sucks, but i bed to disagree. I wouldnt say its as good as FFX, but its a good game. I didnt beat it yet -I'm only at Chapter 3 n.n- so I cant really give an objective opinion of the game. Anyway, I'll prolly do my review in my site more than here o_o

So ya, see ya, I wanna plaaaaaaaay! XD
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Jan. 28th, 2004 @ 10:47 am FFX
Current Mood: okay
Current Music: None
Woo! since I've bought my Ps2, I've been playing FFX. That game's awesome, in my opinion of course. At first, I gotta admit I had some problems with the Sphere Grid and also the way to play Blitzball XD But now I'm fine and I'm having so much fun :P
I just got my airship, and I cant play Blitzball @_@... I wonder why.. the option is unavailable at the moment! Oh well, I dont worry, I know I will be able to play soon. The airship I'm on is Al Bhed's and those weirdos wanna play in my team; meaning the game will be available soon :D
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Jan. 20th, 2004 @ 03:45 pm - Ps2 - Ps2 - Ps2 - Ps2 - Ps2 -
Current Mood: Woo hoo!
Current Music: None
Hehehe! This time its true, I'm really getting my own ps2 @_@ Ya, you prolly all have one already or maybe 2 or 3 or 4!! but me, i didnt have one! And in order to had one, the only way was to save up money ...u.u I did. Now i have enough money to buy one, and plus! that stupid law that made illegal every game that is not bilingual here, doesnt effect used games or games stores order for you :D So, as soon as im getting the console, im saving up new money for games! Woo hoo!
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Jan. 19th, 2004 @ 10:31 am Edea
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Nothing, silence...
Well ya, Mz talks about KH, me, I talk about ff8 XD. Well why the subject is "Edea", for the simple reason that um.. I decided so XD Ok seriously, you know when you get the chance to have Edea in your party, before you head for Esthar? well I decided to level up MY Edea a bit. Actually, when you get her she's level 24 (or 26), and I leveled her up to...level 100 n.n!
Well thats a habit, I cant stand having weaklings in my team XD And also, I wanted to know how strong she would be at that level. Shes not so bad, but her speciality remains Magic, which she had 242, with the stuff i junctioned her with. Thats way better than Squall, who has 117 (at level 100), if I remember well o.o;
Anyway, another interesting fact, for those who didnt know.. You know when Edea is still evil and attack Squall with her ice strikes at the end of disc 1, well guess what, that attack was actually her limit break n.n If you knew, then well good, if you didnt know, now you do o_o For those who didnt know, thats that same attack she can use as her limit break when you have her in your party. Awww, that reminds me sweet souvenirs... *turns on the Ps* o-o
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Jan. 11th, 2004 @ 04:36 pm Muahahahaha!
Current Mood: Miaou @_@
Current Music: FF8 - Triple Triad :P
Since Mz did it, and since i wanna know what he thinks about me, (and what YOU think about me too o.o) here it goes...
((for those who didnt get what to do with that, u copy/paste that thing and u answer the questions n.n))

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
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Jan. 5th, 2004 @ 12:14 am I can vocal again!
Current Mood: Overjoyed
Current Music: Complicated - Avril Lavigne o.o;;
O_O for those who know me (a few people XD)I had problems with having vocal convo on messenger o.o The problem was caused by my internet company (that i wont name, its too bitchy for them o.o;;) and after they messed up the whole thing, (they didnt have to make me delete those network cards, for god's sake! @_@) they said it wasnt their fault and they couldnt help me with that problem -that THEY caused!- So, that thing lasted many months and finally, today, after bugging them again XD one tech decided to help me and the problem is fixed. WOO HOO! My friends can now hear my horrible voice again! XD
Yes El, my voice sucks! :|
*dances happily until he falls asleep, exhausted* .....
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Jan. 2nd, 2004 @ 03:42 pm I BEAT OMEGA WEAPON O_O
Current Mood: Proud
Heh, like the title says, I beat him. MUAHHAHAHAHA! *proud* well yah, it was my 6th try tho XD But still o-o did YOU beat him? :P
Beating him doesnt give you much, but the pride of beating him XD You actually only win a Three Star (GF learns the Expendx3-1 ability) and The Proof of Omega o.o The proof of Omega tells you this: "You defeated the world's strongest monster, Omega Weapon in Ultimecia Castle! You are the finest fighter in the world!" With a flashy red "Congratulation!" in the four corners XD
You need tips to beat him? o-o Ask me! Muahahahaha XD
All i need to do now, to have accomplished ALL of what can be done in that game, is to move my lazy ass out of Ultimecia castle, take a chocobo, head to my Ragnarok and track the Card Quuen and win all those lovely cards i didnt get, cuz i was too lazy to do the Card Queen Quest XD heh! *hugs you all*
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Dec. 24th, 2003 @ 06:04 pm Emerald Weapon
Current Mood: frustrated
Current Music: none.. only FF7 soundtrack o_o;
Héhéhé, i beat that sexy thing...EASILY O_O.. i finished the battle with 9999 HP for all my characters :D wanna know how? Easy. First, dont be a lazy ass, and gain EXP for your 3 characters you wanna use for the battle o.o Then, when they are leveled enough (i recommanded 90+), equip them with some good thing such as HP Plus, Magic Plus and Speed Plus Materia. Yep, this time too, stop being so lazy and master your materia to duplicate them. o.o Then, have KOTR to one of your characters along with W-Summon. Personally, i give it to Cloud. Also, they all have to have Mime. And and and... if you have HP Absorb, its a very very good idea to "junction" it to your KOTR. Then, head to the ocean to find that sexy beast. o_o if you dont know, you gotta run into the thing to engage a fight. In the fight, hurry to cast KOTR with W-Summon, then with the others, Mime it. Then when its Cloud's turn, Mime it also and so on o_o.. HP Absorb will heal you when you cast KOTR and yah.. if you have Magic Plus Materia, the damage should be around 9999, each time, and of course, you already all know that KOTR hits 13 times. so make a quick calcul, after a few round, that ocean beast will be done for o_o *bows* thats all for this XD
I tried Ruby Weapon too but i failed o.o.. this one's really hard and beside the EXP and AP it gives you, its totally pointless cuz all u get for winning that LONG and HARD battle is a Desert Rose, which if you give it to that guy in Kalm, you get a Gold Chocobo. i mean common @_@.. i have 3 Gold chocobo already! @_@ its useless to fight Ruby (in my case)
Okay um anyway.. since its X-mas Eve (X-mas already for MX XD) well happy X-mas Eve to y'all o_o *hugs you* ..yes you O_O XD
buh bye people o_o
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Dec. 22nd, 2003 @ 01:27 pm Chocobo XD
Current Mood: hyper
Current Music: Chocobo Racing Music - Yeeee Haaa XD!!
Hey, 2 days ago i happened to get a Gold chocobo o.o He's awesome, i called him.. *thinks* (i forgot n.n) oh yah i called him Goldy XD ok i know it sucks but of well o_o Now im trying an experience o.O i got a second Gold chocobo, a female this time (that i named Keenah for those who cares XD) and im actually racing her to get her to level S o_o then i will try to mate my 2 Gold O_O I wonder what it will do.. a simple gold, a anything else or a kinda Super gold o_o; We'll see. Breeding them was fun :P After im done with that new try, next step: Emerald Weapon O_O Good luck to me cuz i tried it yesterday and totally lost XD but im confident now o.o *looks at you seriously, with confidence in the eyes* see?
Okay well, another short comment for MZ (AKA Snow Lover) SNOW SUCKS >
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